Monday, December 29, 2008

promised happines


Xmas comeback surprise accomplished.

i know you're waiting for me for nearly 2 months and know what, the moment you cry over the phone makes me feel guilt coz i cant give you 100% happiness everyday due to distance separating us apart..

Although cant give you a morning kiss and unable to whisper i love you to your ear by myself that morning, which would be a perfect morning if i can do that, but im not seeking a perfection, its enough to see your expression, im glad to see you happy, your morning smile and listen to your morning lessons which make my mind cant stop laughing..



Holding your hand on the street with the couples T, showing that you are mine, enough to make me happy for whole day.. Darling, you will always be my baby, i promise..


tie our heart tightly, never let me go.. i love you with all my heart

Monday, December 8, 2008

Better than not

2 days one night trip to JB is quite fun actually, eat, drink, sleep and movie for free except for shopping..
Reach there at noon and brother-in-law fetch me for lunch before going his house, then we went to jusco for movie. 4 peoples watched Twilight, according to galaxieblog.com, this movie become the no.1 box office in Britain , but, honestly, its kinda boring and in some part you dont know what the hell they are up to, somekind of pointless.. not worthy, i rather watch cartoon. i wonder why many people said this movie is nice la, wat la bla bla.. some girls do enjoy this movie because of the handsome Robert Pattinson, haha, the hottest vampire perhaps.

the show


Next day went to jusco again to watch Tranporter 3, jusco was way too crowded with cars and people because its sunday, we spent half an hour in the car park.. Have to stand a long queue for the ticket and how lucky we were to have the last two ticket for the earlier show.. two thumbs up for the movie, you should watch it too..

Xmas tree in the house


Then went to City Square after the movie, windows shopping due to inadequate of cash, i wish i can go there with mummy so i dont have to worry about the cash. Many shirts caught my eyes but they cost 150+ bucks, the not so nice cheaper..

just try it, its M size. but i think there is some mistake in the factory XD

in the lift, high class one


Had a buffet steamboat for dinner, rm50+ for 3 peoples.
lot lot lotss of seafood and all kind of fish balls to choose, depends on how much your tummy can afford. Fresh shrimp direct from the aquarium, they still moving when we put them in tomyam.. i ate nearly 30 shrimps, some fish and chicken.. full till can hardly breath, long time already didnt feel like that..

Before



After


the dessert



Went back to melaka by 1.30pm bus, first time ride bus back melaka from johor, wtf they dint write which platform on the ticket and i have to go and ask them and im caught under drizzling wtf, not systematic langsung..
on the last seat, like riding a horse =.=

see its raining


reach melaka at 4 sth and bought filet-o-fish for i havent have my lunch =)

Monday, December 1, 2008

holy-day

Haha went to crab restaurant again, still remember yesterday my cousin's cousin treat us a meal which cost rm209, a five person meal. the most expensive dish is the big lame ass crab, rm140 wtf, nevermind, the one who treated us is a millionaire, so rm200 doesnt make any sense to him. i swear i will never order those crab unless somebody is willing to treat me.
So today we just order a sweet sour pork and fried egg as dinner. rm18 so 9 ringgit each person.

Went jonker street and bought some souvenirs, a manchester united clock for rm15 for i never own a table clock since i came to ixora and always refer to my phone for time , a rm10 keychain and a shirt, quite good looking actually, the price is undisclosed, sorry.

Ate durian cendol, rm3. many people said nice but after i tried it, its just like normal ice kacang with some green cendol and red beans and some durian flavour. Actually many food aint that special from what you heard through the news and tourist whatsoever, sometimes its just a normal delicacy.. spent not too much this time

haha kelantan is going to flood already, miss the time when i have to transfer all the stuff to a higher place.. nice weather in malacca anyway

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Things are getting better

Walking here and there in the campus for the add and drop of subject by seeking signature from academic advisor (AA), lecturer and director, go up and down by staircase enough to make me sweating like pig, well i deserve that,im totally a slob.
If i dint fail i dont need to worry much about this.. I suppose to take calculus, physics 2 and english 2 but i cant manage to go on for these subject due to my status which is under probation,which means i can take a few subject only..

So, i have to drop calculus and physics 2 for this trimester, and take only english 2 and pre-calculus(retake), next sem i will be attended the same class with my coursemates. The worst is i have to extend one sem, the so-called 4th sem for approximately 4 months.. Only 4 months later than them, but AA said we can rush when it comes to degree and manage to graduate together with them.. So the only things now is attend lecture and tutorial, study hard and study smart..

STPM will end soon so i hope someone out there will enjoy her holiday to the fullest
and very very hope to see you as soon as possible..
LovE yA..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i just know how terrible i was

ok, physics and pre-calculus supplementary exam was done, the main point is im 90% gonna retake these two killer subjects, unless there is divine intervention.. no PTPTN loan and have to pay rm800+, which 50% of the original fees for these two subjects, i agree with my friends, MMU=money making university..
im such a money waster, but i know my parent still have lots of money although they deny it hehe, sorry la i know its not good to waste our parent's money..

second trimester started and everything seems so new and fresh.. im gonna say bye bye to my coursemates because i will attend different class from them, except english class.. sad but life has to go on, sorry ya dear im such a git and made you dissapointed but, i believe everything is/are still not too late to change, i will change my attitude and be a betterman..

hope you get well soon as STPM is around the corner..
remember, whatever you do, i will always by your side
haiz, the longer we are apart, the more i miss you you know..
distance always the biggest obstacle..

Thursday, October 23, 2008

because you are YOU

Dedicated to the dearest one,













From the first word u said to me until the recent one, u have given me a wonderful thought of how love really is: sweet, infatuating and passionating..
I do enjoy every little seconds we spent together as time seems become the biggest obstacle to us.. your smile, your laugh, your tease and your sweetness keep on wandering in my mind and it seem imposible to be faded away..




I'm in love with everything about you.. the way you smile and the way you laugh. But most of all the way you make me smile and the way you make me laugh.



I love the way you look at me, i love the way you smile at me even when i've said the most stupidest thing.



Even if i can't see you every day, your voice echoes in my head, your love remains in my heart.




I just love to know and care everything related to you, having you is like i had found my soul mate who seems could spend their entire life with their mate. Sounds exaggerate but anything can happen if u really give all your heart on something that you're looking for..



I'm doing my best to give the best i can, tolerance and faith play an important role in this relationship, i will tolerant all the time, and, im trying to be a faithful mate.. I just dont want to see you hurt again..




Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you




I love you with all of my heart, body ,and soul.



You complete me.



You make my life worth living.



To have known you and to have loved you has been the most beautiful dream.



I can only hope that I never wake up.








I LOVE YOU










Monday, October 20, 2008

i just wanna be with you

when i first saw you ,
i was afraid to talk to you,
when i first talked to you,
i was afraid to like you,
when i first liked you,
i was afraid to love you,
now that i love you,
i'm afraid to lose you!!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I'm on the verge of insanity

Its 6am already and i still cant sleep, mayb i should migrate to Europe..
Pre-calculus and physics are driving me crazy, im struggling so so hard for past few days, i dont want to fail in these subject and i dont wish to. The notes and formulas seem like endless.. haizz
see, im very very lazy but i have to pretend that im not


im counting the day for the last paper and retrieve my happiness.
Thanks for the everyday's care and love

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

habit of sleeping after eating

wake up at 5 in the evening can be considered as ridiculous, i dont know why i so so love to sleep, fortunately somebody called me up or else i will probably end up my sleep at night..

okok, straight to the point, the purpose of this post is wanna express my feeling, which made me laugh non stoply.



Ok, there was a girl, after she finish eating her lunch and lay on her bed, she called me at the time, talking then she said she just finished her lunch, laying on bed. then feel sleepy, and she fell asleep due to fullness.. i feel like something like that suppose to be normal but it become very funny if u look it from another angle.. haizzz wuahaha



know you very sweet le la..

Saturday, October 4, 2008

D-U-L-L

wake up almost the same time everyday in a week, do the same things everyday, which are facing my dear laptop, click here and there aimlessly, read the notes that totally clueless, which i dont know whether it can help me in exam or not, but, i should read it better than do nothing.. im totally bored to the limit.. i think if i go through this kind of life for a few months sure i will going insane sooner or later..

to the dearest one, many thanks for lessen my boringness, miss ya..

Thursday, October 2, 2008

wheww..


mee goreng, roti tampal(same as roti telur but the egg is paste on the roti), roti tisu, teh-o-ais..

wow i spent too much for food since when i come to MMU.. the amount of fat and choloestrol in my body is increasing day by day, haiz, blame myself coz i cant deny scrumptious meals.. slap my face.. sory har to the people of 1ohour bus ride from melaka, i will keep fit and eat healthier food..


but i know u also eat a lot too hahahaha.. smile always ya.. officially, i MISS u..

Life

Oh my godness i've been sleeping more than half day and i still cant finish reading all my notes and final exam is starting next wednesday.. fail this trimester means i wont get another 4k from ptptn, so, failure must be avoided at all cost!

I know someone is missing me now, so do i m.. just have a little patience, time will pass very fast.. every miliseconds u miss me will be converted to priceless hapiness when im by your side..

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

you are the music in me

hahaha, last time laugh people have to wake up early go to buy the so-called rm1 stuff, and this time get people laugh back cz its her turn.. dont too angry la sweetie..

Sunday, September 28, 2008

life is sweeter with LOVE

i know i am bad, i oweys wake up late in the 'morning', every time i wake up sure i will receive either sms or a morning call from someone.. she means so much much to me, although she looks like auntie but, i still like her cz she is way too adorable lolz.. she sings like angela zhang, dances like jolin tsai, talks like rainie yang and sleep like me, in hip hop style.. woloorrr..

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I am stupid pig soon

Today i wake up late, i promised her i will wake up at 9 but i wake up at 11. bissshhh!!!!! beat myself! aduh...pain eh.... sorry, nex time i wont le

I AM STUPID

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

stupidity

wake up in the early morning doesnt make any good sense especially when u slept late the night before. As im ready to go for physics laboratory, my housemate suddenly told me that the lab session was cancelled, wtf, y nobody inform me earlier arhhh wtf %$#$@!

After the afternoon class, went to student Admin. to submit the ptptn form, as everybody know that today is the last day to submit it, so, u cant avoid from long queue.. i dont know why i like to finish my thing by the last minutes, sigh.
oh yea, melaka is very hot nowday, even if u stand under a sheltered place u still can feel its hotness wtf. i havent pass up the form anyway as i left only a paper in my apartment, rushing by walking+jogging to retrieve the left one in my room.. u know wat the clerk in the office said after i went home to take the paper i left and went to school again? she said 'kamu datang besok, kita buka sampai pukul 4 esok" ohhh WHAT THE FUCK!! im cursing here and there, its only 4+ they were closing the office, i know u're tired due to fasting, at least take my form larh dumd head.. again, i walked to another building for another computer lab session, im sweating like a pig yurk!..

hoo-ray, tomorrow we are going to town and The Jetty again, and this time we will be singing and shouting for 5 hours.. budget=rm50, no shopping except window shopping

Sunday, September 7, 2008

oh yea im totally out of service

First Physics test for the first trimester is over, but i screwed the test, even a formula also cant remember and sure i'll get the lowest mark in my class, sorry to mum and dad for im being a clumsy and forgetful person.

wat a coincidence the test finished by the starting of the weekend so we went to town for some entertainment.
  • movies (money not enough 2) funny till nearly laugh my lung out
  • shopping (a pair of slipper for my current slipper is going to torn soon)
  • satay celup( queued up for approximately 15minutes, this is a common thing when you step into a famous restaurant, which considered as NO.1 satay celup in malacca, but for me, nothing special with the food)
  • karaoke( hahaha, we sang for 2 hours, from 12am-2am, really excited, sang lotsa songs with friends, shouted and yelled non-stoply. Wat a breath taking scenery as the karaoke room is just above the sea and we can view the black on the sea, its like k-box floating on water) p/s: its midnight okay!

finally reached home at 3am n one things i cant stop thinking of is, i spent too much hehe, means that i have to eat instant noodles for fews days..